Tonight is a hard night for me. I feel like I am falling so far down that I can’t find my way back up. I know that it is hard being broken up with but what if it is the same excuse that every guy gives you. “IF ONLY YOU WERE A REAL WOMAN”. I am sick of it. I am sick of being hurt and I am sick of people telling me that there is somebody out there for me. If there was I wouldn’t be feeling like I should disappear and never return. Maybe it’s just me over thinking it all or maybe it’s me realizing that no matter how hard I try I will never be good enough for anyone.
I hate being broke up with but in the end I am more of a woman than he will ever get and more of a man than he will ever be. Now I just wish there was a normal guy who would take a chance with me.